Lately memory has been on my mind. More specifically, the memories we are making right now. The memories of high school. The prime of our youth. Will I remember all of my long drives and heart-to-hearts with my best friend? Will I remember all of the random dates I've been on over the past four years? What about just walking through the hallway and doing last minute cramming for an upcoming test? I really want to believe that I'm going to remember all of it. everyone. everything.
Also the approaching thought that the real world is arriving as of May 31st is quite frankly, terrifying. I have craved nothing more than freedom for the last 12 years. Now I realize that I have been confusing lack of freedom with security.
Here I am, walking into a fog. A place where you can't find what you're looking for and there is no turning back.
holy shit.
